Thursday, February 18, 2010

to be continued.....

Screaming on the inside, wishing that someone could hear me.
Just simply wanting for my echo to reach someones ear.
When looking for meaning I only end up with more questions that I need answered.
I try to withstand the pain and you would think I have acquired a high tolerance for it all.
I just want to go away, somewhere that I can play with the wind and fly amongst the birds.
I want to stand on a mountain and tell the world what I really feel .
I look forward to going to my special place , because I know one day I will get there.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Another day in the life of ...

Looking to break the repetition of what I call my life. Each day seems like a repeat of the last week , I guess its safe to say Im feeling impulsive. I want to venture out from my everyday life. It seems Im so focused on staying a float, I lose since of time. I've noticed how I think too much about things before I do them which only leads to me finding a reason not to do it , if that makes any sense. With that said I am going to just do what I feel and not stress about the after effects so much it takes the fun out of life. Right now Im thinking of concepts for a new tattoo, I am just itching to get inked again. Highly addictive.

Saturday, January 23, 2010


I believe a person without change is a person without growth. I think that everyone focuses on the "why". Not realizing that life is meant to teach you lessons. That if you really step back and took a look at your past, however ugly it may have been, you realized that it made you a stronger and more knowledgeable individual. Right now Im at a place in my life where bullshit isnt tolerated, closed minded thoughts arent accepted and immature adults are sent packing. There are a lot of people in the world who live in boxes afraid to step out , afraid to try something different . My thoughts are that they are just scared of change. Dont get me wrong taking a trip out of your comfort zone isnt ever easy but the benefits is true happiness. My thoughts feel scrambled but maybe someone will understand the route of my words......